50 Things to Get Busy Doing Before 50



1alife2 1. Reach 49.

2. Forgive. Doesn’t matter if they deserve it, you do.

3. Some people will be negative and hate, so what, what’s that got to do with you?

4. Learn your parents, family, and friends’ stories.

5. Ignore people who tell you to try surfing or skydiving or extreme sports if you don’t want to do it, they’re not going to spend the time in hospital or rehab.

6. Help someone who needs help and don’t tell a single soul you did it.

7. Learn to compromise.

8. Conquer a fear. Doesn’t have to be a big one.

9. Take the time to write that email, make that call, write a letter, visit, send a card, it may not matter, but what if it does?

10. Ask for help. Accept it gratefully.

11. Smile. Laugh. Often. Quit thinking about why. Smile. Laugh.1lf2
12. Cry. Into someone’s…

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Drug, Drug, Drug our HPA Axis!!!


The Psychiatric Link with the HPA Axis PDF

Do YOU want to continue dying slowly in ignorance while taking their pills, or heal naturally, which THEY keep telling you is not possible? They keep coming up with new ideas while the rate of “mental disease” and “chemical imbalance” raises to what the CINP (evil) says is epidemic.

What do you think? Is mental health research advancing or is it just more and more twisted than 1988?

Birth Trauma and Humanity’s Takeover

We must inform our selves about the new research taking place within medicine itself

For All


Jeanice’s Book is the above picture. 

Jeanice Barcelo explains what has been going on in the “health care” industry with our innocent newborns, pregnancy and the birth process.  It is very dark to find out but once you know what has been done, you will be empowered to make your own decisions, making sure to avoid this painful and traumatic process.

You can also check out her website HERE.

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Hypo again


Hypo again

I don’t like this one day up the next day normal bullshit. It seriously only means that I will be headed for a serious breakdown sometime in the next few weeks. Or by the end of this week. I don’t really know what is causing this up one day and down the next. Maybe I am cycling. It is better than being in a mixed state.

I have been really irritable lately. The slightest things seem to piss me off. Yesterday, while having coffee, my mother wanted to talk to me. No matter how much I tried to muster the “don’t talk to me while having coffee” look, it just came across as me being in a bad mood or depressed. I fucking hate that. She just doesn’t get it because coffee doesn’t affect her. She drinks instant bullshit so what does she know of good coffee anyways!…

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You Need Education, not Motivation

Execu-Sensory & Neuropedagogy Educational Consulting Services

Your hand swings up from your side to grab your phone and shut off the music. It was your favorite song, now you hate it. “What was I thinking? A good song isn’t going to miraculously give me the energy to get up and out of this bed.” It’s 7:00; time to wake up. Actually already later than the time you should be getting up. Yet, you simply just can’t. You set the timer on your phone. 3 minutes. Because maybe in three minutes you’ll have the motivation to rise up and face the day. You roll back over, knowing full well it is wishful thinking. Hey… at least it’s 3 more minutes of delaying the inevitable.
Neuroplasticity, for all its positive attributes, has a dark side in the form of bad habits, monotonous routines, and personal, motivation1professional ruts to name a few.  Maybe it’s motivation to get up in the…

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Visit to the Psych Hospital


I did it. I finally went to the ER for my major depression. I was on meds but they weren’t helping. I was getting worse. I’m glad I went I feel a lot clear minded and happier cause the psychiatrist took me off Abilify and left me on Latuda and added Effexor Extended Release. He was concerned cause my psych doctor had me on 2 anti-psychotics and I was being over-medicated. That might explain the visual hallucinations and suicidal thoughts.

My hospital stay was chaotic. There was one patient who had behavior problems and was punching the staff and hitting walls. They had to give him a shot like everyday to make him go to sleep. He wasn’t allowed out of his room either only for a little and when he did he would harass the girls and try to touch their butt. He was 40 years old too! What…

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